Saturday 13 June 2009

These are the dreams...

Dreams - Dreaming is defined as the subjective experience of imaginary images, sounds/voices, thoughts or sensations during sleep. Dreams represent a world of imagery in which our darkest fears, deepest secrets, and most passionate fantasies break out from the unconscious mind and only at this time become present to our own consciousness.

I have always been a morning person, and I pull myself out of bed as soon as I open my eyes. There are 24 usable hours in everyday and I don’t like to waste them.

After what my unconscious mind projecting in to my deep sleep last night, I wished to not only stay in bed forever, but to my lost in my dream.

It was so real.

Not just that, it felt so right.

I felt so alive.

I had never felt happier.

I even remember thinking in my dream, this has to be heaven, I have never felt like this.
I felt it. In the core of me. Even as I slept I could feel that excitement in the pit of my stomach.

It was simple.

I came over to your house, as normal. It felt normal. It wasn’t your actual house, but in my dream it felt like I had been there a thousand times before. The door was open. I came in, went upstairs. As I reached the top of the stairs I headed to your bedroom. You surprised me. You appeared behind me out of the bathroom. You wore a white towel. You smiled. Walked toward me. And took me in your arms. You hugged me. A simple strong hug. And then whispered. I missed you. Then we kissed.

My mind in my conscious and unconscious worked overtime. I melted. The kiss ended. I woke up.

I woke up feeling indulged, the feeling of excitement still there in my stomach.

Then anger. Anger that it was over...but it will always be in my dreams.

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